Picking up the Pieces on AO3
Picking up the Pieces on TWCS
We never made it to the barbeque at my parents’ house. Alice
called them, explaining my emotional breakdown. It was irrational. I knew this,
but I couldn’t pull myself together. Alice and my new friend, Rose, were
understanding as they led me out to Alice’s Lexus. Unfortunately, the barbeque
was rescheduled for a later date. Damn
it. Alice drove me back to the house with Rose in tow. She said we were
having a girl’s night since my kids were staying with Grandma and Grandpa.
Back at my tiny house, Alice linked her arm with mine. “Go
upstairs, Bella and put on something comfy,” Alice said, pushing me toward the
stairs. “I know you’re dying in that dress.”
It was a gorgeous dress, very pretty, flowery and flowy,
accenting my best features but it wasn’t me. Not anymore. I was the Widow
Black. I should be wearing black, not
flowers. I nodded sadly, agreeing with her statement and dragged my weary body
up to my gorgeous bedroom. My breath caught when I looked at the bed. I hated that bed. I will always hate that
bed. It’s even a new bed. I had to replace the mattress after Jake died because
he had gotten so sick on it from the chemo. It smelled like vomit and death. I
also figured if it was a new bed, I’d be able to sleep in it. Not so much …
Narrowing my eyes and cursing the foreboding pile of springs
and padding also known as my mattress, I grabbed a pair of yoga pants and one
of Jake’s hoodies. Walking into the bathroom, I scrubbed my face and slid on my
glasses. I didn’t need to wear them every day at every moment, but when I was
tired or emotional, I wore them. It prevented me from having headaches. I could
feel a nasty headache brewing and using the glasses would hopefully quell the
nastiness in my noggin. I had contacts but hadn’t put them in since the last
date I went out on with Jake.
Our tenth anniversary.
Just before he was diagnosed. Tears filled my eyes and I
whimpered quietly.
Charlie and Renee's
Bella ~ Before her makeover
Bella ~ after her makeover
Bella's car
Bella's house
Rose's salon
Forks Elementary
John's costume
Grace's costume
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