“Back to your fidgeting. You don’t normally fidget. You’re
cool as a cucumber but today you’ve got ants in your pants.”
“You know what scene I’m filming today, right?”
“The dramatic kiss,” Julian gushed as he turned to get some
Chapstick. “Pucker up, buttercup.” He swiped some of the lip balm on my lips. “So
your lips are nice and soft for Ms. Swan.”
“Thanks,” I chortled. “Anyhow, I’m nervous because I’m
afraid that I won’t be able to stay in character.”
“Do you hate Ms. Swan?”
“God, no,” I said, my eyes widening. “The opposite really.”
I dropped my gaze to my lap and nervously picked at some lint on my workout
pants.
“Holy shit,” Julian breathed. “You love her!”
“Very much, Julian. I’m afraid that I won’t be able to
maintain the ‘distance’ for the scene; that when our lips touch, I’ll pounce on
her and rip her clothes off,” I sighed. “For two years, there’s been this
sexual, romantic tension between us but…well, prior to this film, I’ve been her
bodyguard. She was my boss. I didn’t want to cross that line. Now, with the
atmosphere surrounding the film and our different roles in life, I see my
chance of being something more to her. My fear is that she doesn’t feel the
same way.”
“Have you told her how you felt?” Julian asked as he applied
some blush to my cheeks to diminish the look of death on my skin. Fucking white corpse makeup.
“We’ve been dancing around it since I was hired as ‘Daniel,’”
I answered. “Plus, with stunt training, memorizing lines, and rehearsals, it’s
been nuts!”
“You should talk to her, Mr. Masen…erm, Edward,” Julian said
with a quick grin. “On the schedule, this is the only scene for you and Ms.
Swan. Take her out to dinner.”
I bit my lip, pondering the idea. She’s been leery about
going out in public after the whole Jacob/James debacle. On top of that, they
both were released on bail and were free to go out as they please as long as
they do not leave LA. As far as I knew, they both were partying it up at some
club two nights ago. A night out is not what Bella needs. She needs a quiet
evening at home. Or in bed. In your arms.
“Good idea, Julian. But, maybe I can
hold off on the date until after I know her feelings,” I replied. “I could
always make her dinner at my place.”
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