“I wanted to run and
I figured you didn’t want to since you moved yesterday,” I shrugged. I started
to walk away. Edward gently grabbed my hand.
“What’s wrong? You’re
distant,” he said. “Did I do something to make you uncomfortable? Please let me
know so I can fix it.”
“I’ll tell you when
we get back to the apartment. I don’t want spying eyes to see anything, if you
know what I mean?” I said as gave him a shy smile. He nodded and we took off
back to the apartment. We ran up the stairs and plopped down on the couch in my
place.
“Talk to me, Bell,”
he said, brushing a tendril off my cheek.
“I’m just panicking,”
I mumbled. “I’m…afraid.”
“Of me?”
“Kind of?” I
replied. “I’m afraid of our relationship and that you might hurt me, in the
long run. Not physically but emotionally. You know, the whole trust thing?”
“Bella, I promise
you that I will never hurt you intentionally,” he said as he curled his leg
under his body. He cupped my face, gently caressing my cheeks.
“I do have a
question, Edward,” I muttered, breaking my gaze with his. “Is it always like
this? I mean, don’t take this the wrong way, but I am very attached to you.
Like, it seems too fast.”
“Never before you
have I felt like this,” Edward said reverently. “I’m attached to you, too.
Bella, you are so…beautiful, intelligent and I can’t even think of any more
words to describe you. And I’m pretty verbose. But, when I’m away from you, my
heart aches. When I’m near you, I yearn to touch you. Is it too fast? By
conventional relationships, probably. I wouldn’t change what we have for
anything, Bell.”
“Oh,” I whispered. I
buried my face in my hands. “I’m so emotionally stunted.”
Edward picked me up
and placed me in his lap. “You are not emotionally stunted. Perhaps you need a
little push in the right direction, but you are fine. You’re in charge. And if I
did something last night or this morning, I’m sorry.”
“You didn’t do
anything. You just have been awesome and I’m emotionally stupid,” I said,
slumping against his sweaty chest.
“Stop. It,” Edward
said forcefully. I looked at him, biting my lip. He brushed his thumb over my
lip, removing it from my teeth. “Let’s go to the rink. We need to have some fun
on the ice. I have Buble’s version of Fever
on my iPod. We’re going to work together and create a masterpiece. You and me.”
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