By early afternoon, I drove to my therapist’s office. I spent an hour sitting on the couch, telling him about my ex-wife and her betrayal. I also explained how Bella had calmed me down. I also told him about my fears that I was relying too much on her, but my therapist smiled at me. He said that I had someone who was giving me the solace I never had as a child. I was beginning to trust Bella.
As I stood up, I looked at my therapist. “Why can’t I say that I love someone?” I asked.
“Because everyone you’ve opened your heart to give your love have hurt you, Edward,” he answered. “When you truly feel safe, you’ll be able to share your love.”
“Do you think I’ll … that … is it possible?” I whispered.
“The fact that you’re here is proof that it’s possible. How many years did you deny the pain you were in from your history? From the moment you walked in here a couple months ago until now? I’ve seen a change, a big change,” he smiled. “Now, shall I pencil you for next week?”
“Yeah,” I nodded. “Same time?”
“I’ll see you then, Edward,” he said.
I left the office, sliding into the driver’s seat of my car. I added my appointment to my calendar. As I was doing that, a text came through from Bella.
She’s finally stopped puking, and sleeping. Unfortunately, I think she shared the funk with me. I’m starting to feel icky ~ Bella
Do you need me to stop by? I can ask my dad to write you a prescription for medication ~ Edward
I do not want to infect you, Edward. Thank you for offering, though. Depending on how Kit Kat’s doing, I may NOT be in on Monday. I’ve already reached out to Alice. She’s handling my in-office work while I work remotely ~ Bella
I’ll miss seeing your beautiful face, angel ~ Edward
Just like I’ll miss seeing you, Grinchy ~ Bella xoxo
Call me if you need me. Okay? ~ Edward
Will do. Oh, one more thing … I REALLY liked what happened this morning before we were interrupted ~ Bella
You’re not the only one. Soon … very soon, I want a repeat, maybe more ~ Edward
It’s a date, baby ~ Bella
Counting the moments, angel ~ Edward
I felt a little better about myself, but was concerned about Bella and Katie. I wanted to go over there and take care of my girls. I would, however, respect Bella’s request. But, it didn’t mean that I couldn’t spoil them. With the beginnings of a plan, I drove back home and walked directly to my laptop. I ordered some plain comfort food, along with some ginger ale and ginger tea for my girls from a nearby deli to be delivered this evening. I also ordered a pretty bouquet, to brighten Katie’s bedroom. I got a separate one for Bella because I wanted to spoil her, as well.
As I was eating some dinner, my cell phone vibrated. I picked it up, smirking when I saw Bella’s number. “You can’t be mad at me, angel.”
“You’re too much, Edward,” she grumbled. “Thank you for sending over the food. Katie is picking at the grilled cheese.”
“And you?”
“Forcing down some crackers,” she sighed. “Good thing? It’s a twenty-four bug. Bad thing? I think I got it.” There was a pause and a whimper. “No, I don’t think. I know. I’ve got to go, Edward.” I heard the phone drop, but I was still connected.
“Bella?” came the distant voice of Katie.
“Phone, Katie,” she moaned as a door slammed.
He may visit i hope?
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