The move that
Riley made had thrown Edward for a loop. Riley just took the boys’ decision
away from them. That night, after he’d dropped that bombshell on Bella, as Seth
was sleeping, he found Riley’s phone number and he programmed it into his own
phone. The next day, he called it and was shocked when Riley picked up. “Riley
Biers,” he said curtly. “Um, hello,”
Edward mumbled. “Who is
this?” “My name is
Edward Cullen and I’ve been dating Bella for about a year now,” Edward
answered. “She told you
about what I did,” Riley sighed. “Yes, she did
and it boggles my mind that you would give up so easily,” Edward muttered.
“Bella was a mess after you told her and she was so upset for the boys. Do you
think that they want me as their father?” “You’re more
of a father than me, Edward,” Riley answered. “I’ve seen you with them. My sons
smile and they play.” “I think you
should see them,” Edward blurted. “You need to tell them. They need to
understand why you’re walking away from them. Right now, they feel discarded.
Seth is terrified that I’m going to leave him. A few months ago, Bella
transferred therapists because I wasn’t pushing her
far enough. Seth thought that
I’d walk away from them, like you. They blame themselves.” “It’s not
their fault, Edward,” Riley said. “They need to
hear that from you,” Edward snapped. “You may be willing to give them up, but
they need to know your decision and to hear from you. Not from me and certainly
not from Bella. You need to be a man and explain to them why you’re doing this.
You’re a coward to not want to see them.” Riley was quiet, obviously processing
what Edward had said. “Give them a chance to say goodbye to you, if they accept what
you have to say.” “Does Bella
know you’re calling me?” Riley asked “No, and she
would probably kick my ass,” Edward snorted. “I still love
her, Edward. I hate what I did to her,” Riley muttered. “What I did to my
family.” “Why did
you?” “I wasn’t
strong enough to handle a woman in a wheelchair,” Riley replied. “I thought I
could do it, but seeing her struggle for each movement … I just couldn’t watch
her wither away.” “As you saw
yesterday, she did not wither,”
Edward growled, barely able to control his temper. “She still struggles with
low self-esteem and fear of rejection because your little stunt, Riley. I don’t
let her dwell and I show her how much I adore her every moment of every day.
She is the strongest woman I know. She refused to give up, even when her
doctors and her husband did.” “You’re a
smart man, Mr. Cullen,” Riley chuckled humorlessly. “Are you going to tell
Bella about this phone call?” “As soon as I
get off the phone, Riley.”
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