I was caught in a dark, confusing limbo. I registered pain
but wasn’t able to do anything about it. I felt freezing cold, even colder than
normal. I felt hollow, lost and confused. Memories of the battle assaulted my
mind and remembering my fight to the death with Jacob Black was in the
forefront.
Every slash of his paws was ingrained in my memory as they tore
through my skin like wet tissue paper.
Every painful bite of his powerful jaws radiated through my
body, with sinews and ropes of muscle being pulled from me, causing me agony.
However, the death blow of Jacob’s teeth ripping my throat
out made me shiver in torment. I felt as he tried to end me, but I threw him
over the cliff. I vaguely remembered seeing his body land on the rocks below,
naked and with a rocky spear through his stomach with my ice sword through his
heart.
I collapsed as Jake took his final breath and Bella pressed
her bleeding wrist to my lips, trying to revive me. It took every ounce of
strength to drink from her vein and I felt its healing properties make its way
through my body, but I felt myself drift. My body was protecting itself, shutting
down. After I heard Bella’s anguished cry, I drifted off and I stayed in this
limbo.
While floating in that gray haze, I was vaguely aware of the
passage of time. I could sense when the healers as they came to work on my
battered, bruised and broken body. I smelled Bella, her tears, but could do nothing
to comfort her. My body was stuck, unmoving.
After each healer came to work their magic on me, I fell
deeper into hibernation. It wasn’t a coma because I was somewhat aware. It was not
sleep because I was not resting, but I was unable to wake up. It truly was
limbo.
All I wanted was to be warm.
Not warm.
Blazing hot, almost scalding.
I needed Bella. I needed her body against mine.
I needed to feel.
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